Complicated.

Lately, everything seems so complicated. You show me love after my heart was broken into pieces, you give me light when I only saw darkness. But I know, you would never be mine. But do I have to wait for you?

 Another thing, you are so close to me, but yet I don't know what is lying beneath your heart.  You show me hints, but I'm still not sure whether do you really mean it or not.

 Sorry, I need to let it out. But in the meanwhile, I'm happy with my current status, it let me have my own time to think what is the best for me.